Lost in Transition - Dealing With Grief and Loss

We often think of grief as something thatexperiencing.
happens after a big event in our lives such as theHidden losses can also work in reverse when we
death of a loved one or the end of a relationship.return home again. When Lilly was a young child,
But there are many small things that can causeshe came with her family to Japan due to her
grief to visit us, especially when we leave homefather's job transfer. She attended Japanese
to live in a new country. Many intangible lossesschool and became fluent in the language and
can be tucked in amidst the excitement andcomfortable in the culture. When she returned to
benefits of living as a foreigner in a new place.Australia, she became an " invisible immigrant". In
These "hidden losses" occur when all the patternsother words, she looked like your average Aussie
of daily living are gone and with it the sense ofteenager, but inside she had different beliefs,
security and competency that are vital to us all.assumptions and values that she learned from her
If you're reading this, there are most likely lossesmany years in Japan. After sorting out a sense of
you've experienced by shifting your life into apersonal identity, unresolved grief is the second
new culture. The loss can be big such as losinggreatest challenge for children who have spent
contact with family and friends, or the loss of amost or all of their childhood in a culture other
certain lifestyle or status or smaller losses likethan their own.
having access to your favorite creature comforts.If grief goes unresolved, it can appear in other
What is left behind can be the familiarity thatkinds of behavior like anger, anxiety and
gives a sense of place and even the comfort ofdepression. Diane was a JET teacher who was
hearing your own language spoken on the street.leaving Japan after three years of a very fulfilling
Everybody loses things and grief is a naturallife experience. She came into counselling because
human reaction to loss. Grief is a label given to ashe was experiencing panic attacks and having
very generic process consisting of multiple moodsgreat difficulty in sleeping. When she could
but many times the word is used to label theacknowledge how much her experience here was
feeling of being overwhelmed by loss. It is adeeply imbedded in her sense of self she began
feeling of incompleteness, of not having what wethe process of saying goodbye to all she would
really want, or the loss of face or the sense ofmiss about Japan, the good and the bad. When
identity. Everyone experiences grief, but wethe anxiety and sadness lifted she felt more
express it in different ways. Grief is a processready to move back home again.
that is normal and nothing to be embarrassedExamining what we feel and not how we feel is
about. Traditionally, cultures deal with grief inthe doorway in to dealing with unresolved grief.
different ways. In Asian countries, there areExperiencing a loss can cause a hairline fracture
specific rituals that mark someone's passing on aand we can see how our attempts to keep it
scheduled basis sometimes stretching into manytogether, to stay in control, can intensify our grief.
years ahead. This can be helpful becauseFor foreigners this can be a confusing paradox
sometimes grief can be a stubborn guest. Manybecause at the same time there are wonderful
people take a long time to say goodbye. Andand exciting experiences on offer from living in a
there is no right way to grieve.new culture.
Akiko and Ben came to counselling because theyGrief and loss touches all of us. When the volume
were having trouble communicating in theiron grief is turned up, it can be debilitating, but
marriage. Their only child had died two yearswhen the volume is low, there can be a sweet
previous after a long illness. Carol's way ofkind of sadness. Passing through borders will mean
grieving was to keep her child's memory alive bythere is always something left behind. When one
leaving his room the same and remembering hisgives attention to unresolved grief, transitions can
birthdays and special dates while Ben's grievingbe smoother. It can make life easier when moving
style was to move on and not talk about it. Whenfrom one country to another, into a new
they could come to terms with and appreciaterelationship, or a new sense of ourselves. Giving
their individual styles of grieving, the pressure wassome attention to what has been left behind can
lessened in the communication difficulty they wereclear a space for what lies ahead.