The Frustration Of Having A Stutter

ign="center">times talk quite well. I could not understand why I
Are you one of the many people who suffer withwas able to talk to person A but not person B.
the speech impediment known as stuttering orThis caused me many frustrations.
stammering? Does your stutter/stammer causeWhen I was about sixteen, I started to drink
you to become very frustrated at times? Havealcohol. This had a major impact on my speech as
you attended speech therapy in the past in theI could talk perfectly well when I was drunk. This
hope that it would help improve your speech? Iproved to me that there must be a chance of
am a person who has overcome a stutter and Ime being able to overcome the stutter.
now help other people to achieve fluency. In thisSpeech therapists and negative national
article, I write about the frustrations and emotionsassociations, have for years attempted to
that people who stutter have to deal with.convince me to accept my stutter and have told
When I had a stutter, it created many differentme that there is no cure for stuttering. How can
forms of emotions within me. I was actuallythis be right, if I was permanently drunk, I would
ashamed of having this speech impediment andbe fluent, there is a cure in itself. Of course it is
did not want to discuss the problem withnot right or healthy to be permanently drunk but I
anybody. My family, especially my parents, evenam sure you know what I mean.
to this day are unaware of most of the difficultiesI found certain tasks very hard to accomplish
that stuttering caused me, during my time atwhen I had the stutter. Making and answering
school and in my late teens. Even when I had atelephone calls was especially hard for me. I look
really bad day at school, I would not talk aboutback now and can not believe that I coped with
what had happened with my parents. I wouldworking in an office environment for six years, at
instead just go to my bedroom and attempt toa time when I had the stutter. I remember
forget it.travelling to work feeling sick in my stomach
I also felt quite sorry for myself. I alwaysthrough the stress and fear.
believed that I was a decent person and did notOrdering drinks and food at the bar, introducing
think that I deserved to have this horrible stutter.people to each other, attending meetings and job
There were many people in my class who in myinterviews were other aspects of my life which
opinion deserved to have the stutter much morewere made all that more harder by my inability to
than I did, however in truth I would not wish atalk fluently.
stutter on anybody.My advice to people who have a stuttering
Having a stutter made me feel less of a personproblem is to not give up, believe in yourself and
than that of what I considered to be normalyour own ability to one day achieve fluency. Do
people. I was not able to socialise with the easenot listen to negative people who try to convince
as what everybody else seemed to, and hadyou that there is no cure for stuttering. Most of
many traumatic experiences in the classroomthe people who say this to you will have never
when attempting to read out of a book forhad a stutter and will have no idea how our brains
example.work.
Even though I had a stuttering problem, I could at